in a few days i'm going to be tagging along with a good friend of mine while he tours around the country. he is a singer and in a band, and two other bands will be with us. i'm 18 years old & i'm sooo excited. however, i'm kind of nervous. i'm not a groupie. i'm really good friends with the lead singer of the one band. & were not dating or anything, but i'm not sure if it will turn into anything. when he was back here again any where him and i went their was girls throwing themselves at him. i actually got really jealous.. he used to like me, but we couldn't date because of him touring all the time. he dropped out of high school & so all hes been doing since last year is touring, nonstop pretty much. he might even be touring again when i'm back in school. i'm afraid if i go i'll fall really hard for him. he recently told me that one of his songs is written about me "/ when i listened to the song the chorus is like "i'm still stuck on you girl" and "i'm in love for the first time" so, should i go for him? & like him? i get kind of jealous sometimes. i sometimes get mad that he won't quit smoking & we just have a lottttt of history. i just need some sort of advice and guidance. thank youuu.
Additional info, added Tuesday June 16 2009, 7:15 pm: i also would like to just add some additional information..
i care a lot about him and i do like him. but, in the past year he has changed a lot. hes been smoking since i met him & the only reason i want him to quit is because i don't want him to die of lung cancer. i even used to smoke but i don't anymore because my grandfather died of lung cancer. anyway, he can be kind of boring sometimes & he gets depressed easily. i've been friends with him for the past 4 years. hes also kind of got a big head because he is really good now & pretty well known. (he was number one on myspace for unsigned for a long time) i don't blame him for having a big head, but its just aggravating sometimes. i do get jealous often when were out in public together. because girls will be like screaming & its annoying. i've even noticed girls recording us walking to my car one time!!! & then i read his myspace comments and their like i love you, i really do. i know i don't know you but your so awesome, and i would have killed myself before but your music helped me. & i don't know. what should i do? should i go for it? or what?
all my friends say i should, but they only say that i think because hes famous and gorgeous and talented. "/
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