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Not sure if i's love or major like
Let's start from the top, shall we?
He's perfect, in so many ways. He's the perfect height, and his eyes are the kind to fall in love with. And I have. That's just the start.
He's always one to make me laugh and smile, even when I've had the worst day ever. I found out my dog of 11 years died, and he still was able to help me forget, and I don't even think he knows that he does it.
He's the guy that shows up in my dreams. The one that always seems to know what to say, even if he doesn't say anything at all. And I know all this sounds super cliche, but it is so much true.
I don't know. You know how every now and then, there is someone that you can see yourself with for the rest of your life? Well, it;s just like that with me. He's that one. And, granted, he does know that I exist. After all, we seem to always be bumping into each other (figuratively, of course).
And I always somehow embarrass myself. I either trip over my own shoe, the flat surface of the school, fall down the stairs, fall out of my chair, or get super hyper so that I have no idea what I actually end up saying, and about every other thing that I could possibly do to embarrass myself.
Normally, girls tend to do this in front of people that are super hot, and super shallow. But he's not like that. You can see in his eyes that he actually cares about people. About what people actually feel. I've seen plenty of guys in my life, from every end of the spectrum possible, and yet I have never seen anyone like him. Never met anyone like him. Never had a chance at anyone like him.
And that doesn't even begin to cover what he does to me. Whenever he's around, I'm hyper-aware of any and every little movement he makes. I hear his name, and my heart double-times it. Talking with him usually leaves me light headed. And there is so much else that I can't even put into words. With as many words as there are in the entire English language, I have yet to find a words that describes everything about this whole situation.
Wow. Looking back at this, I have to admit: DJ does seem to be right. I seem to be in love with him. But it just doesn't feel right to say that I'm in love with him. Major like, definately. But love? I just don't know. This is one of those questions that more than likely won't ever be answered. At least not anytime soon. Oh well. I can't think about it anymore. It's just.....too hard to understand and think about.
Anyone have any kind of advice for me?
♥Dinky
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Well darlin' it sounds like love to me by the way you're talking! Lol, but really, take a shot at em. What have you got to lose?? Keep me posted on what happens, and hope i helped! A.K.
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So you're question is... do you love him?
That is for you to answer. I can't give you a valid answer, sorry.
But what I can say, is that you are one lucky girl to have such a fabulous guy. He seems like Mr. Prince Charming.
My advice to you would be to not focus on that question. Cherish him, be grateful for what you have, not what you might have; love. Love is just a word, it doesn't describe the feeling entirely. There is really no description for love. Just go with your gut instinct and you'll find the answer yourself.
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