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in love with my best friend.
15/f
ok so my best guy friend and i have been really close since about 8th grade when we dated for like 7 months and we dated again freshman year for a while too. basically, and although i didnt know it at the time, he was the best thing to happen to me. ever. and both times i was the one that broke up with him. but hes pretty much been in love with me ever since 8th grade and ever since we've just been friends has not given up bugging me to go out with him again, and each time i say no because i just want to be friends, which i do. but the thing is, im in love with him too. i always have and always will be and ive told him before but i dont think he believes me.
anyways, ive had at least 3 boyfriends since the last time i dated him, and each time has killed him i can tell and it kills me because i care about him so much and yet he always sticks around. i have a boyfriend again now, but this time is different. before me and my boyfriend started dating, my friend was horrible to me and would give him death stares and all that stuff and bitch at me for talking to my soon to be boyfriend and w/e. so we started dating and then me and my friend just kinda grew apart it seemed, like he accepted that i had a boyfriend and just stopped talking to me basically and since i was extremely into my new relationship, i didnt really care. but now, im having doubts about my boyfriend (who is like head over heels in love with me and says he wants to marry me, which kinda bothers me because i dont really feel the same way) and ive started talking a lot with my best friend again and ive realized once again that i cant live without him and i never want to lose him, although im terrified that hes moved on and doesnt care for me like he used to. so my question is, what should i do? what should i do about my current boyfriend, and what should i do about my never ending feelings for my best friend, who i always want to be with?
thanks
and sorry if its confusing /:
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i think you should end it with your current boyfriend because it sounds to me like youre not all that into himm. & i wouldnt go for your best friend aggain. youre 15...you still have barely reached high school. you need to realize that youre gonna have tons of other guys. & youve ended it with your best friend. dont you think it isnt fair that youre playing games with him like this? i think you should keep it as just best friends only & see where it leads..
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