sorry it's kind of long... anyway,
i'm a 17f. i've never been kissed, and never been in any sort of relationship... all my life i've said "i don't want to be in a relationship", and "they're nothing but problems." but really, it's all i want lately... i feel like it's getting too late and it's never going to happen... i see couples and it kills me inside, i just look and wish i had what they've got. i guess i just want someone who's perfect for me, and i haven't found him. i don't want to settle for just anyone, i want something real... first problem is i barely know any boys that're actually available or that i'm even merely interested in. how should i meet new people?.. another thing is that it doesn't help that my self-esteem isn't the greatest, and i kind of act a little on the bitchy side with boys when i'm nervous. i don't know any other way to express myself really... but could that really make boys not even try? i don't know, i'm just sick of being single, and feeling lonely when i'm out with friends (all couples). i need help on changing this big time, i feel like a loser... i'm so confused...any suggestions? thanks for reading :)
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