I met her but could not bring myself to do it. I love her and that love is pure. I`m a selfish, philandering waste of life. Whether she sensed my state of mind and deliberetly played to my emotions I don`t know. She was nice to me but I get the feeling she knew what she was doing. I am a classic failure. I have nothing to offer anybody. My family, kids and wife would be much better off without me. I`ve been taking overdoses lately and I`m sure they`re doing damage somewhere or other. I don`t want to live anymore. I`m too weak to survive in this winner takes all world. I don`t even care anymore. Thankyou for your kind advice and help, I won`t forget it.
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