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how can i be myself?!
okay, so im in 9th grade, and me and this boy have had an on and off this for about 2 years now. when i first met him he liked on of my bestfriends and they went out..that didnt bother me because i didnt like him at all at first. then my friend and him broke up. me and him became really good friends, we talked on the phone for hours every night and i could be myself to point where i could just announce when i farted haaaha. then he finally asked me out. i was shocked. but of course i said yes. it was the end of the summer and we went out for about 2 weeks and broke up =[. we talked on the phone that night and decided we still liked eachother. then he said "hold on, i have another call". he never came back. the next day in school him and my friend were going back out. i was crushed. but then they broke up a day later. months went by and we were inseperable best friends. he claimed to me he was in love with my bestfriend! i pretended to give him advice and i pretended i was trying to hook them up..but deep inside i was dieing. my bestfriend didnt do anything with him cause shes a great friend to me. the boy came to his senses and asked me out again. we went out for about a month, broke up..then he had a thing with my other friend, and me and dan never talked for months. i went out with my friends ex and the boy found out. he told me he was still in love with me and im the only girl he will ever love. so i cheated on my bf for him...woops lol. we had a thing throughout the summer until my good friend made out with him behind my back. i hated them both and nobody spoke to eachother. finally it is december 2008 and he asked me back out...stupid me said yes.. we are now currently a couple. have been for 3 weeks. after theese years ive become differnt towards him and i can never be myself again, but i dont want to break up with him i love him. how can i be myself around him again?
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i have the ansir2urprolem, my advice to you missy is to be yourself if he can't like you for who you are then he doesn't like the true you the real person within you. i mean you should be yourself no matter what in any situation you want people likeing you for who you are not what they think you are. and might i just add that this boy seems like he's playing games with you, but keep in mind, "love is like a t.v. show, theres always a rerun."
sincerely,
michael'salvador ocampo mendoza
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