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he faked a suicide attempt to see if she still cared.
gave me this whole big speech. on how it's his fault im hurt.
"i love him, he's upset so i become upset, its a chain reaction." as he he says, he seems to be the only one to understand my pain i can not control. he wants to be left alone. i gave him my final words, of luck and that if he can make it out of alive then my hand will be there for him waiting, i told him i loved him. and no matter who he once was or what he now became..i still loved him. i gave him my best wishes, i cried as i texted him those final last words, my eyes got blurry were i was seeing double as i texted him as i cried. i slept the day away..i felt sick to my stomach and barely ate anything. my mom told me i shouldnt tie myself in knots because he isnt sitting their worrying whether or not im worrying about him..and he is..we got into an arguement all sunday at the party because i couldnt have fun..he told me not to care and not to worry..it was impossible and he was getting upset with me, because i just cant walk away and act like i dont care. now all i can do is sit back and wait, hope that he can recover from this..and makes it out alive. he wishes he had a time machine to go back and make things perfect, he knows if he wasnt like this right now id be smiling and laughing..and id be proving people wrong about him, instead im sitting here in tears and in pain. he seems to be the only one to understand..but now..i dont know what to do. all i have is to sit back and wait for him to come around and recover from this, he wishes he hadnt made her his everything..i dont know what to do..hes the only one who understands my pain..and i really hope he comes outta this alive. :-\
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You need to try and move on. He may enjoy
you feeling bad for him, the attention it
is getting him. Try to go out and have some
fun. He will come around when hes over it,
In the meantime don't waste your life being
miserable. It may even light a fire under
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