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Help! I dont know what to do anymore with life...
Ugh..I just feel like there's no point in living life. Like I feel like I have no meaning. I still haven't figured out what I want to do as a career and I'd love to know. I love acting though but I'd want to do something after but I just can't seem to get started in it! I'm getting so annoyed. I trusted a guy way too much. I might have sent him a 'risque' picture (nothing was revealed but it was...you know) and i thought I could trust him...we've been friends for awhile and he likes me...he was friends with my sister and thats how we met. but anyways, with the picture thing my sister came up to me at home one day and told me she knew about it...and i faked it off with a story but i donno if she bought it or not..now i always feel like she's going to just tell my parents and i feel like it's always being held against me constantly! :[ and the worst part is that she said that HE told HER about it and that she didnt even see it but he TOLD HER and thats how she knows. thats what pissed me off the most. Like I can't trust him?!? WTH. And I dono what to do. I'm not talking to him tomorrow. I'm so tired of this. And my town is such a bitchy town and I can't stand it anymore but then again i'm scared to death of change and I don't know where else to live that I would be happy. I've moved so many times but I'm still so afraid of change. I hate change. UGHH, I have like no loyal, true friends here and I really want to move but me and my family are still deciding on where. Should I move back to an old town I used to live in or a brand new town? Because I'd like to stay close to the acting business...I don't want to move to some random place out in the country. But i Just want to get away from all of this. Like I NEEDDD to escape. I can't handle it all anymore. I want to grow up and be on my own so badly because my parents annoy the freakkin crap outta me. There's never a moment when they AREN'T complaining and I know you'll say its normal but their complaining is sooooo annoying and unnormal. The only thing I can do to get away is going to school or reading a good book (when i'm lucky enough to not be disturbed). I just feel like they're always harping down my back and my older sister's (they LOVEEEE my younger sister...favoritism...) and no matter what i do they still will complain. They won't let me or my sis hang out with boys alone and my mom no matter that I havent done anything to lose their trust in the past she always asks me the most suspicious questions whenever I do ANYTHING. Like I'll stay after school one day and she'll think i'm hooking up with some random guy or something! WHAT DO I DO TO STOP THIS!??!?! I've tried telling her but she doesn't stop! She is the cause of most of the complaining. I just cant wait to get out of the house!!!!!!!! :[ I'm sooooo sad. I feel so hollow on the inside. I do the same thing day after day and I don't know what to do to stop! PLEASE HELP ME :[
PS. Sorry this is so long.
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I'm not sure if you are implying you want to kill yourself? Because you say you hate life but you are also asking for ways to improve it... Any way just in case! Suicide is not the answer! Really life isn't as bad as you think it is. Suicide is also very selfish you have to think about your family and all the other people that love you and how it will effect them.
Right. Now that picture sending. It is obvious that you can not trust this guy. I also believe you should not have sent that picture.But any way whats done is done. I think you need to tell the guy that you know he told your sister and that by doing that he betrayed you and tell him you are angry with him. I'd also (if you can) delete the picture off his phone or computer however you sent it to him. Get him to delete it. Ignore your sister don't worry about her telling your parents.
I doubt she will tell them she is your sister after all.
Where you move too has to be yours and your family's choice. You need to make up your own mind about that.
Also you say you don't have any loyal friends. You are obviously not friends with the right people then. Try joining after school clubs they help you meet new people. Also school plays are a good way to meet new people, they are generally fun nice people in school plays.
Talk to more people and make more friends. Also I think you need to talk to your mom about how you are feeling and how you feel she is being unfair.
Also, here's the biggest irony you say you do the same thing day after day and you want to know how to change this. But you hate change? The only way you are going to make this better is if you change things. Therefore you have to be open to it! :)
Just take a step back, calm down, think of all the good things you have. and think of things you want to change. Write down the things you want to change and take it from there. One step at a time.
You may find that all you need are some really good friends.
Just stay positive!
I hope this helped. If you need anything else just ask.
Goodluck!
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i dont really know what you want me to tell you. and i dont really know what your asking...like, are you saying you wanna kill yourself or something? dont do that. all suicidals go straight to hell, no matter what religion you believe in, or whatever.
there isnt anything you can do about your parents except just deal with it. parents will be parents and until you turn 18 your just gonna have to deal with them. by what you say, your sister is dealing with them, too. and with this boy and the picture and stuff? you shouldnt have sent it in the first place. that was too high of a risk and obviously you cant trust him.
anyways, if you wanna get into acting, try out for some plays around your school or something. or go to a drama club that meets after school. that way, you get to do what you want, and you'll be out of your house.
i have another suggestion. why dont you go live with a family member or something? like, your grandparents? you'll get out of your house and go somewhere new, and your parents trust your grandparents so your mom wont think anything suspicious. sorry if i couldnt help more, but i dont really know what it is you want me to help you with. :
take care and good luck. :)
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