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yay? closure?!?!!
i think..i did it...i wrote him a letter..2 pages front and back..it took me 2 hours..i was up till 11:30 writing it when i planned to go to bed at 9:30..but after i got off the phone..erhh yeah.. so instead of giving him the letter myself..i gave it to his 1st period teacher..bahaha. yeah...since i know his first period teacher and what not..but the note explained how i think why i keep acting the way i am now..and the calling and the letters...is me just looking desperatly for closure...after 1st period i was right behind him but i didnt say anything... after 2nd period he saw me..and he was staying far back on purpose...and then he passed me.. 4th period..i went to guidance..well on tuesday i made an appointment with my guidance counsler to find closure in this..and yeah..she helped me a bit..but she wasnt sure what to say..after that i saw him..and i gave him another note saying i appericate how he doesnt say anything to me and that he isnt helping the closure im looking for..and he wouldnt take it and said no more notes....and so i grabbed him the arm to stop him from walking away..and hae told me if i wanted to make this work, i have to give him what he wants..then he took the note... after 5th period he saw me as usual..and kept his distance and walked right by me not looking at me..or saw me from the corner of his eye....but as he passed i stared at him..after 7th period i finally got enough in me to talk to him...well he saw me and went into his class and right as he was in the doorway, i called his name and he turned around..the first thing that was said was him saying something along the lines of me needing to stop..then im like..i understand what you want but your not understanding what i want..and after talk ad all that we walked away..and i felt so much better after the note, and that talk. that after school..i started to skip and sing "im walking in sunshine" since i was in a good mood..and its finally getting warmer here..and that i get to go to the city tomorrow and not see him..since spring break is next week..i was beyond happy, though i had a killer migrane... yeah life is good..i thik i finally found the closureeeee. =]
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