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bah closure. haha.
so last night, i accidently called him by mistake..and i didnt mean to..i was doing something with my phone..realized i called him and hung up as he picked up... hoping he wouldnt pick up...
today..after school, my friend pulled his pants down outta no where..and i saw that he wasnt thrilled at it..and he walked to the other side of the room to get away from everyone then walked outta the room...and i felt bad because now the ones who saw this..arent gonna leave him alone about it.
on the bus he was like 3 seats in front of me...and i gave him this note apologizing for last night for the outta no where phone call and i know he doesnt enjoy when i give him notes on the bus since..why should i give him a note if im right there.. but i only give him a note because i dont want to get into a whole conversation.
anyways..i justed called him to see if he was mad at me for it..-_- and i was going to say i felt bad for what happened afterschool and i was going to ask him how his field trip to the bronx zoo today was as well, i just had this thing in me to ask.....but when i called and he answered the phone after the hello and i said hi, the first thing he said was "why are you calling?" and i could feel myself starting to cry.
i dont know if i should go ahead and tell him tomorrow the rest of what i was going to say. -_-
yeah this closure thing isnt working...is me wanting to ask him how his day, kinda a sign to me that i want to be friends again? im so lost -_-
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Maybe give some free advice about: Friendship?
It sounds to me like you want to be friends
again. I don't know if you'll get him to thinking
the same way, but you know it is worth a shot
if you want to talk to him about it. I mean
the worse he can say is he doesn't want to be
friends. You'd be no worse off than you are now.
If that doesn't work out, for your own piece
of mind you may just have to put some distance
between you for a while. I know it will be hard
for you to do, but you can't dwell on it forever.
Its not good for you. Some things just aren't
meant to be at the moment. You'll find someone
else just as good if not better. :)
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