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omg, okay, um. typical confusion. [[f/13]]
okay, um..
my ex said he loves me,
while im going out with someone i truely care about.
the thing is, i still kinda like my ex.
but nowhere near how much i love my current.
also, im having, flash backs, of how me and a long time a go g/f. [[yeah, im bi]] used to do.
i miss her, more than anything, i always will miss her.
i cry at night, just because, i write poetry. most of it's about her.
but im never gonna see her again, so im not gonna keeep talking about her.
my ex, him and i are chill.
we still talk,
but the thing is. idont think my current cares about me as much as i care about him,
but see, i don't talk to him much, but i see him all the time.
what i mean by i don't talk to him much, is over the phone.
and he talked to his ex [[the other day, one of my BEST friends.]] for 4 hours, but it was about me,
so idont really know what to think,
i really caree.
but the thing is, idont think he cares.
he shows it ALL THE TIME. on the school bus.
and when we hang out, he has this look, that shows me he cares.
when i just cuddle, and hug him.
but i haven't kissed him, he wants to kiss me,
really bad.
but he's being patient. so it's okay.
and the thing is.
i cheat on alot of guys. but i don't WANT to cheat on him.
so it's really amazing to me.
=]
but im also depressed alot.
i used to cut, it's a habbit im stopping.
and don't tell me that because i cut, i don't need to have a relationship. because my relationship is helping me more than you could ever know.
but it's also confusing me,
i don't know what to do,
but. help.
i really don't necessarily have a question.
but im asking so many it's scary.
i can't ask them though.
because i don't know how to,
but helpppp,
please.
--destiny.
if you wanna talk it would help.
aim: randomconfusionx
um,
but im grounded, and not supossed to be on the computer.
so idont know how much imma be on,
but please answer.
please.
<3
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Wow you are in a very very difficult situation it seems like and it seems as though you have been through alot. It also seems like you really really care about your current and that he is helping you find yourself maybe. Relationships often help people who have issues with self mutilation, it is great to have that support system. Having someone who cares about you and is always there for you and tries to understand is the best medicine theres.
Having doubts and questions is very common, but be sure you don't jump before you have thought everything through. If you really love this boy as much as you seem to then stay with him. It is also common to have flashbacks on older relationships especially when your ex tells you they miss you, trust me it happened to me. The best thing you can do is go with what feels best, yeah I know it get confusing, but just remember that your ex is your ex and you broke up for a reason. Same as your current is your current, you chose him for a reason. He has helped you and is understanding and you don't want to cheat on him, then don't stay with him, give it a chance. If it doesn't work then maybe it wasn't your time with him and it's time for you ex to return in your life.
Hope I Helped.
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well...
it seems like you love life seems really conplicated rite now . no wonder your really confused.
lets start with your EX GIRlfRIEND- if shes gone forever and you kno yall will never be together again dont let her get in your way of your new relationships. she'll always ne in your heart and be that one good person you had . but dont let her get to you. your still REALLY young to be so depressed. trust me its not worth it.
now your EX - i think you need some time away from him. if he loves you like he says he does tell him he needs to respect da fact that you have a boyfriend. and that yall can still be friends. maybe the time apart will lhelp you get over him faster. like completely over him.trust me ive been through it. you can still heva succesful relationships even if you do like someone else
now. your BF- if you dont think that he cares as much as you care about him. give your relationship time. you are too young to be making out anyways .a peck here and there is not bad though. just givve him ime and everything will probably fix up
and just try to stop the whole cutting thing. come on. your probably smarter. instead of cutting just try to keep on letting he issues out thu poetry like you have been doin
hope i helped
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