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Wanting to DIE.
Hi,Im male 25 and from Ireland.
I am VERY lonely and have no friends, no job, and and now lost my girlfriend. I find that most people find it hard to understand me as im different.
I took an overdose 2 years ago, 72 paill killers and i didnt die. I hate myself and i dont want to live.
Im SOOOoooo lost, isolated, lonely, and in pain. I PRAY TO GOD EVERY NIGHT NOT TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING.
I went through counselling for over 7 years and have seen maybe counsellors and health professional but it DOESNT help.
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Don't give up!
First of all you need to learn to stop
hating yourself. Other people pick up
on that. Everyone is important to
somebody out there. I know you are. :)
First work on yourself. Then you can add
others into your life. First, you need to
find a job. Believe it or not, getting up
every morning and going off into the world
gives your life purpose. Don't go out
expecting some high paying job at first.
Take whatever you can find. You need to
get out among people and be social. Even
if its only at work. Trust me it will help.
Girlfriends come and go. I know, it hurts.
If she was the right one for you, she would
still be with you. She wasn't. You will find
another when you are ready. It seems like
it, I know, but it is not the end of the
world. You will find a special girl. When
you do you want to have a job and be able
to afford to take her on a date.
If you want to seek further counseling it
can't hurt. You have to be ready to accept
the help if it is going to do any good. Take
it seriously. You are important and you need
help. Accept the help.
The most important advice I can give you
though is to get out there and do something.
Anything. Sitting around and brooding about
things only makes them seem worse. It takes
control of you and keeps you in depression.
I hope to hear soon that you are feeling
better about yourself. You can do it. You
don't have to feel bad. Get some help, and
more importantly, take that help and use it.
Good luck. :)
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