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I used a Ouija..
Basically, I've been reading all about Ouija boards, talking boards, whichever you prefer.
The other night, I used an online Ouija board, of course it seemed a fluke to me but nevertheless I tried it out. No, I was not looking to see my future or nothing of that nature. 3 years ago I lost a brother, he was a lot older than me and was only half my blood. He took his own life. To this day I suffer with this reality that he is gone and I never got to know him. I wanted to contact him, I believe in God and I love God but my own incompetence is sure to get the best of me. To my prevail, I could not get to my brother. I spoke to God, because mostly I have blamed Him for taking my brother away, for pushing him to the brink of his own breakdown and point of destruction of his own life. I asked for forgiveness and I know He has forgiven me because I have promised never to do the Sin again. The occult is evil, this I know. I know I will get to see my brother and I felt like this was my chance to talk to him. I feel like its a calling to get a real Ouija and try once more, the temptation to contact my brother is getting stronger everyday but I fight it because of my love for God.
My chihuahua sleeps in the bed with me, this morning I woke up and she was barking at the mirror, continuously, yes it scared me, but I know my faith protects me from Evil spirits. She did it the other night as well.. I know that animals and young children can see what others cannot. I don't know if something is following me and maybe I'm taking it a little too far but I have a feeling its something more.
Is something following me?
About a week ago I had a dream about my brother's sons. I've been wanting to contact them but the fear of more pain prevents me from doing so.. What should I do?
I'm not one who usually ask for advice on here but this is something I cannot avoid.
Thank you for those who help.
ABL
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Your brother is gone and nothing you do on a Witchboard will bring him back to you the way you want it to. God is love and does not wish for you to be in agony, or living a life of guilt. God offers forgiveness and you need to take it not based upon your ability and promise to resist temptation, but based upon the ability and promise of God to redeem you completely and perfectly. There is a wide gap in what we believe to be reality and the unseen spiritual realm and there are things we will not know in this lifetime. Trust the faith you have. God does not require a perfect faith, just a faith in the perfect. Dreams are not a phone line from the world of spirits. They are a real part of our mental unconsciousness that perceives what our conscious mind will not grasp. Thoughts are extremely powerful and will set the course for your life and spirit. Examine all your thoughts and feelings in light of the love you have for your brother and the love God has for you. This life is temporary but important. When humans destroy the good in their own lives and stop believing in the possibilities of love, the result is disasterous for themselves and all around them. You have witnessed destruction and you are rightfully vexed by the horror of losing your brother. The path to knowing and honoring your brother is not in more destructive behavior. It was not his time to die, but we all face the same death eventually, and the same end. This can be a fearful thing to accept and demons real or imagined feed and breed on fear. Work through your fear and pain head on with a counselor, spiritual advisor, through prayer and meditation and in living a life of giving and joy. Do not hide behind dark games and meaningless shadows when you can live and heal in the light of all the good you know can be yours.
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Please i beg of you do NOT mess with those things they open doorways like you have never imagined things that you couldn even dream of. I will tell you something i actually have seen a demon seriously i was layin in bed and i looked up and it was standing over me i turned on the tv but nothing was there so i turned back off the tv and just stared at the ceiling then i leaned over and there it was again this time is was closer to me it waved its hand over my body then turned around and faded into my wall sweetie there are actual ghosts or angry spirits and they are real it says so in the bible i pray for you and sometimes i feel likes its following me too you are not alone I have had the same experiances exept the chihuahua. im sorry for your lose but if you need to talk heres my email vhgates@caleone.net im here
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I'm so sorry for your loss. It can be very hard to keep your faith when someone you love dies so young, and for reasons you may never understand.
By all means, talk to your pastor. There's nothing you could say to him/her that would shock them. What' you're trying to do (contacting your brother) has been tried by countless people for as long as people have been on this earth. Is that a sin? I don't know...I think it's just such a feeling of sadness that you'll try anything you can to have that one last conversation. I have a hard time believing in a God that would turn his back on you for that; but everyone's faith is different.
Pain is a part of life. It's hard, but that's the truth. Try to find the joy being alive--being with your family and friends, and living your life as best you can, every day. Sounds sappy, I know, but that's all we really have.
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Go to church, talk to a priest. I think he can help you a lot more than we can
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