I am who I am I don't care what people think about me you can call me a goth, punk, or emo but i don care everyone asks me why i dress the way i do well i will answer that for you right now b/c i want to be diffrent i don want to be popular or with the "in" crowd either you get to know me and like me for who i am or you don its your choice but i wont change who i am for someone
E-mail: vhgates@cableone.net
Gender: Female
Location: Mississippi
Age: 13
Member Since: January 23, 2008
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Basically, I've been reading all about Ouija boards, talking boards, whichever you prefer.
The other night, I used an online Ouija board, of course it seemed a fluke to me but nevertheless I tried it out. No, I was not looking to see my future or nothing of that nature. 3 years ago I lost a brother, he was a lot older than me and was only half my blood. He took his own life. To this day I suffer with this reality that he is gone and I never got to know him. I wanted to contact him, I believe in God and I love God but my own incompetence is sure to get the best of me. To my prevail, I could not get to my brother. I spoke to God, because mostly I have blamed Him for taking my brother away, for pushing him to the brink of his own breakdown and point of destruction of his own life. I asked for forgiveness and I know He has forgiven me because I have promised never to do the Sin again. The occult is evil, this I know. I know I will get to see my brother and I felt like this was my chance to talk to him. I feel like its a calling to get a real Ouija and try once more, the temptation to contact my brother is getting stronger everyday but I fight it because of my love for God.
My chihuahua sleeps in the bed with me, this morning I woke up and she was barking at the mirror, continuously, yes it scared me, but I know my faith protects me from Evil spirits. She did it the other night as well.. I know that animals and young children can see what others cannot. I don't know if something is following me and maybe I'm taking it a little too far but I have a feeling its something more.
Is something following me?
About a week ago I had a dream about my brother's sons. I've been wanting to contact them but the fear of more pain prevents me from doing so.. What should I do?
I'm not one who usually ask for advice on here but this is something I cannot avoid.
Thank you for those who help.
ABL (link)
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Please i beg of you do NOT mess with those things they open doorways like you have never imagined things that you couldn even dream of. I will tell you something i actually have seen a demon seriously i was layin in bed and i looked up and it was standing over me i turned on the tv but nothing was there so i turned back off the tv and just stared at the ceiling then i leaned over and there it was again this time is was closer to me it waved its hand over my body then turned around and faded into my wall sweetie there are actual ghosts or angry spirits and they are real it says so in the bible i pray for you and sometimes i feel likes its following me too you are not alone I have had the same experiances exept the chihuahua. im sorry for your lose but if you need to talk heres my email vhgates@caleone.net im here
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the girls at school wont stop teasing me im a tomboy (the only tomboy at school and im happy with the way i am i wouldnt trade being able to play ball with the boys and dress the way i want for the world) so that maybe the reason they tease me but i never teased them in my life teasing is mean i belive you shouldnt be mean to some one eles to treat other people the way you want to be treated but i feel really bad about the things they said one girl even said "at least im not afraid to be a girl" to me it made me feel really really sad here are some of the things they have said to me before:
"You are lesbian"
"The proms coming up soon who are you going with,oh wait no one would want a mud covered boy looking girl to go to the prom with"
"Where have you been wresling pigs"
"You are so freaky why cant you just be a girl"
Those are just a few of the things that they have said to me and every time my birthday comes around all the girls give me make up sets and those pink butterfly shirts the only people that are nice to me are the boys what should i do about this i really want them to stop thank you so much to whoever answers this question i really apreciate it (link)
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Don't worry about what those girls say you know who you are and thats all that counts they are just jealous with you because you get along with the guys better than they do all they care about is oh my eye liner is running or my boobs are to small i totaly need botox injections in my lips. You are who you are and it doesnt matter what they say i have the same problem people at my school call me punk goth or emo but just because i dress the way i do doesnt mean im not good person they make fun of me and ask me if i cut myself no.... i hang out with the guys too but i know one day that while they are suffering from botox side effects ill be pursuing my carreer in what ever i choose to do and ill show them hey listen this is the person you made fun of how do you like me now....
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i am auditioning for an a cappella group and i am an alto. what are some good songs for alto females? thanks!! (songs without too much space between words or phrases would be perfect because i cannot have music playing along.) (link)
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Hi, okay I am also an alto so I have some songs that might come in handy for you have you ever heard the band My Chemical Romance well they have a song called Disenchanted and you could sing that or a Rascal Flatts song those are really good too or Lonstar they have a song called Im Already There choose one of these and lisen to them i think you will like what you hear and good luck with the audition tell me what happens
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