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A Guy Adam.
okay, i asked a question about gifted and talented yesturday and said how adam kinda stood up for me. well like i donno what happened.
i asked him about G&A because like i said he\'s in it too, and he explained everything out to me. so i told him i was thinking about leaving the class because i didn\'t know anyone in it and he\'s like well you know me doesn\'t that count for something?? like all cute because he is=] and i was like well yeahh but and i explained everything i was thinking that i explained in my other question about him being made fun of for talking to me because my name isn\'t highly respected. and he kinda laughed and was like-- what do you think were doing right now? and i didn\'t know what to say i fealt kinda stupid.. and for reassurance he was like katie, i don\'t care what my \'popular friends' think I barely talk to them anyway. i was like awwww haha noo but so wanted to hug him. and like now everyones like ooo you guys are like best friends. but i donno.. none of this happened until that whole g&a class. wait noo.. before but not as hardcore. and i dont believe in labels but i explained this to my cousin over aim and she\'s like aww it sounds like adam likes you. but it\'s me so its like well he could be feeling sorry for me. and then in tech ed this kid mike was yelling at me because the table was packed just like every other one, and i was like wow mike calm down budd jeezz. and he like rawred and i was standing next to adam and we missed yesturdays class because of g&a and we were both lost in the project everyone started so we ended up teaming up just like copying people =]] and it was soo much funny i swear and i loved it. i love hanging out with him it\'s just the looks adam and i get.. but it doesnt faze adam im like ughhh. i know- i know self esteam but so hard to build.
and on the way home, i sat next to him. and randomly out\'ve no where he was like \"are you really going to kick g&a??\" so i was like \"maybe.. i\'ll probably think about it over the weekend and what not.\" well adam didn\'t take that answer...
he was like \"no. katie.. you\'ll do awesome in tha class why don\'t you continue it..\" i was like because no one wants me there. so he brought the whole mee thing upp =] and then was like \"promiss me you wont drop out.. i really want you there and think you can do it.\" i swear my face is beat red and im like I donno know.. im not sure but thankss and he\'s like first stop and he refused to get up. he didnt get up when the bus stopped and my bus driver was like adam??? but he kept looking at me in his cute little puppy eyes and was like please??? so what could i say? so i was like fine.. and his face lite up i was like awwww and like wanted to cry.
well i think im starting to like him. but i can\'t. okay how 1st grade does that sound.. but no i mean he\'s a genusus.. straight up smarty pantss! im smart but not hardcore future rocketsciencetest.
does it look like he likes me by how he acts around me?? and im not pretty and i know what you\'ll say you probably are.. blahh blahh. im not. im 14. 200 pounds so ima fatty and because im fat i have acanthosis negricans which is discoloration around the neck, armpits and knuckles. people are being all aww but its like look at me! i know i need to build self eestem but its so hard with like fungii growing out\'ve my neck.
btw i dont feel right swearing infront of adam because he doesnt grow up in that kinda household so how do i stop? it\'ll slip through and im like =0 sorry adam. and i know he doesnt care he\'s told me but it doesnt feel right and i wanna brake that habbit anyway. so any good things about that would be greatly appreciated.
thanks--sorrys its soo long!
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I say you should go for it with adam.
He really seems into you, girl =]
when it comes to your looks..obviously it doesnt bother him...so dont let it bother you.
Im not pretty but i found a guy who likes me for who i am on the inside.
so my advice is forget about everyone else and think about you and your happiness.
If adam really cared about what others thought he'd quit talking to you but he hasnt yet.
so just chill...
and when it comes to cussing you'll eventually get in the habbit of not cussing in front of him.
don't worry =]
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i think you should if you like him that much everytime you want to swear replace it with the word fudge or everytime you want to swear think of adam. or you could replace the cusswords with some other words well thats what i would do.
Hope I helped.
xoxoGossipxGirlxoxo
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