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im still in love with him. :/
i met this guy back in october. right when we met, we clicked. the first
few days we met, we told each other a lot about ourselves. and a week or
two after that, he asked me out and i said yes. he was so sweet. he always
wanted to be the first one i talked to in the morning and he made sure i
knew he loved me. and i thought he meant it. i was his first girlfriend and
i thought we'd last for a long time. then all the sudden he started acting
weird. so i kept asking what was wrong and he finally told me. he met this
girl on here, and got to meet her in real. they live like 3 or 4 hours
away. he said they kissed and he was sorry and didnt like her. i didnt
break up with him because i thought we could make it through this. but then
he kept talking to her and she posted one of these things sayin that "he
said he loved me more than his girlfriend and didnt know how to break up
with her nicely" so i asked him about it and he said he didnt know what she
was talking about. so, i told him to set her sraight (he said he wanted to
be with me, not her) and he said he did. and she was all sad and whatnot
for a few days then they started talkin again. i called him and said if he
was going to break up with me then do it now. and he didnt, so that gave me
hope. but then a few hours later, he sent me a text saying he wanted to be
friends. then like 5 minutes later he was going out with the other girl.
and it totaly hurt me. he knew i cried and all he says anymore is that he
is sorry. we dont talk like we used to, and im still in love with him. it
kills me to see her with him. especially her. everytime we talk, he thinks
something is wrong and he thinks im sad (which.. i sorta am, since i dont
want him to be with her.. but i dont want to break them up or anything) and
i wouldnt tell him what. he said to tell him everything that was on my mind
and i wouldnt. he said it would change stuff if i would. so i did, i told
him ABSOLUTLY everything. and it didnt change a thing. all he said was "is
there a way for both of you to be happy?" and i said he shouldnt have
gotten me into this, cause if he loved her whyd he have to make my life
horrible and ask me out? he asked how he could make me happy and i said the
only way i would truely be happy would him not being with her anymore and
nothing has changed. i feel real selfish and stuff, but i just cant help
it. i really do love this kid, and i miss talking to him like we used to
more than anything.
what do i dooo? i still love him. :/
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ask yourself do I really want to be with a guy who chose another women over me ask yourself ,and if he decides to deal with you again, he is going to get comfortable with you and treat you badly you might not agree with me now, but when a women chase a man it really boost their ego , stop forcing yourself on him move on he is trying to let you down easy and not only that, he lied to you ,and what you goin to do everytime he don't answer his phone or call you ,your going to be hurt all over again,the bible says a man that findeth a wife findeth a good thing ,you have not known him that long ,maybe you never had someone to treat you that nice before ,or could it be ,you laid with him,and gotten all of your emotions tied up on him ,shake yourself ,clear your thoughts,breathe,your young ,fall in love not in lust! you know everytime you try to throw yourself on him or trying to get him to be with you your only hurting yourself and do you really like hurting yourself, ha I bet your a pretty little girl have fun and live ,love will come( God Bless You Sweetie)
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