I think I might be depressed... Im not sure though. It's like, I'm dreading the future and I don't see a point in life. I haven't had an recent family deaths or anything, I just really don't see a point. I mean, I can't help but think, 'so what?' if I'm not here. All I have to look forward to is more and more stress. It never ends, and it just gets worse. I have friends, but recently my two best friends stopped talking to me randomly so I feel like I don't have anyone I can talk to. I always feel like I'm not good at anything, or there is always someone better. There are so many things I want to change about myself, such as my soccer ability, my weight, my grades, etc., but I don't have the will to work for it! How do I get motivated? The one thing I always loved to do and was actually good at was writing, but now I don't even feel like doing that anymore. I know I have to work to make my dreams come true, but I'm too lazy! Or I just don't have the will, but I hate that I just waste away my days. I just feel so invisible, though. No one notices me because I'm always around someone better. I'm 15...
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