Okay...lets start from the beging...I get my first kiss when I was a freshman in High school...we date off and on for 3 years....I loved this guy...and he loved me...but there was always something that we ended up breaking it off for.. So then I moved not my choice...he meets someone els, they get ingaged...so its time for me to move on...I met someone...hes perfect, I cant complain at all, so somehow, I really do move on from my first love...but then this guy i met, that is perfect, is moving for college, and so am i...he tells me all the time to stay here so we can be close...well i cant just change my plans...but one day I ask him..." what would you say if I could stay hear?" Then he says its whatever....OM GOD....what does that meen?!!!?okay lets feel in some blanks...when we first met all we did was kiss and cuddle...we ended up breaking up...he didnt want to date anyone... but then about a week later i loose my v-card to him...we see each other off and on for about a mounth...but thats when i asked him...what would you say...yeasterday he moved... did he olny want sex...if so...that dosnt make any since...he was PERFECT...we cuddled...he never went to far...he was the one that seemed like he liked me too much...what happened....well here were the other guy comes in...my first love...he breaks up with his girl...well she left him...we talk (as frnds) on the phone...the he says how much he messed up...and how he misses my smile...and he wishes he never let me go...Now if he had said this four mounths ago...i would have fell into his arms...but somehow...i felt nothing....but i did end up seeing him...we go hang out at the park...make out...hold each other...stil...nothing....but he really does miss me...i think he loves me...or somethin....should i try to make somethin...or just...stop everything...i meen i miss josh...he moved...alll i can think about is josh....why??? whyu cant i just move on....stop the hurt...i dont want anyone if i cant have him...(the second guy s josh) (the first is geg) But its too late...what should I do?
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