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i cant stand it...
Well ive been talking to this guy on aim and ive been friends with him for a year now, well heres what you need to know..
something bout HIM(my best guy friend)
Met him on myspace, i loved his bout me bc it remind me of myself and hes a shy, sweet nervous guy whos timid and, well he gets beat up for the way he dresses (scene style) hes my age, 14 and what not. but the kid is so sweet and ugh, he fucking got stabbed at school! for no reason. i mean hes really great.he sits at lunch alone, his father calls him worthless,people think hes gay,and many other things.
but anwyas whats bothering me....on aim (SORRY THIS IS LONG :( )
me: uh many things
him: like
me: people the usual
me: i love you
him: you love me
me: yes
him: no you dont
me: what makes you think that
him: i dont no
him: i just dont think you really love me
and this....
me: has anyone ever told you that they loved you
him: no
me: and its pretty fcking hard for me too
him): to what love me
me: yes
him: if its hard the n why do you do it
geez i dont know why i love him, like i dont even know what kind of love it is. everyday i think bout him and if i TRY to tell him i just cant, i cant explain good, and i get upset bc i love him to much. its hard to love someone you can only talk to aim on, weve tried to talk on the phone but he gets nervous. but when i tell him i love him and stuff he just says ok thanks. or whenever i tell him i happy im friends with you and give him credit he says the same thing. i dont get it.
i mean ugh. we can tell each other ANYTHING. he has my trust and he has mine. i trust him more than anyone. but i dunno what this is bout anyway..god just this boy.
sorry this was so long :(
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Never worry about legnth. I think his problem is hes so down it seems and his selfisteam is so low because everything that happens to him that it's hard for him to believe something good is happeneing to him. He might just be really scared to be happy because he know's it will eventually stop. I think he is selfconscience alot. Maybe you should ask him about it? If you say you can talk about anything then try talking about this topic. I hope this helped
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