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Saying Sorry
So here goes the story:
I was throwing this huge ass fifteenth birthday party. Like a house party with a buncha freshman and food and fun:] It was the party of month. or the year. It was kinda a big deal. So on April 28th the actual day of the party before everyone arrived I preped and preped and preped for it. The night was supposed to be amazing. But it turned out anything but.
First my very very good friends came before to hang out and be the first people there. & We took some pictures in my backyard, it was all really fun. We even opened some presents they gave me. :] Then people started to arrive. & Everyone looked so good and amazing. I was already having fun! People were handing me presents complimenting me. But not only that, people were having fun. The dancing was good the food was great. It was all good. But then people randomly started showing up asking if they could come. & I was having such a good time I didnt care. But then my house started getting full of people my orginal plan was a good 135 people. Well that was what came up on the list. It turned out that so many more people were coming it was soo badd. People were showing up and I had to turn them away. Then my really good friends who I really wanted there were coming late. & I couldnt let them in, or thats why my security said. They wouldnt let them in becuase of how packed my party was already. Even if people were leaving they wouldnt let anyone in. I was getting so stressed out that I started to drink. *I kinda dont regret this, but I do? lol* & I ended up hooking up with a guy that I had been talking to. I just let go, and everything went hay wire.
Now my friends are all mad at me. Even if they say they arnt they are, cause its been awkward ever since. Slowly its getting better but I dont know how to make it back to the way it used to be before this stupid party. & I want to say sorry to these people but I dont know how to.
& The guy I hooked up with is very awkward how do I make it unawkward?
Sorry this is so long but this has been a while and I havnt done anything and I'm about to explode.
Anything helps really.
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Maybe you throw another party but a small one though just for you and your close friends...Plus if they are your really good friends they just want to hang out with you alone anyways..if they say their not mad there is really nothing you can do abuot it until they bring it up other wise do the small little party with just them and let them know how special they are to you...now with the awkwardness of the boy, basically start over with him, because you hooked up with him in an awkward way make so its no longer awkward by starting the relationship over
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