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randomgrl777 i cant take my life anymore please help me
my mom and i do not get along at all she hates everything about me and its a fact. she tells me she doesnt like my friends and why i like them and how i like them and says to srew them. she hates them but their all im living for. my mom is making me sink more and more into my deppression. she hates how i dress and my friends and my music and my jewelry and my personality and she makes it clear to me alot. shes the one makeing my life horrid. she trys to change me by taking all my clothes that she doesnt like which is all but my pink idk why i even have pink i hate it more than anything. she takes my nailpolish my music she deleted all my music and switched it all to pop crap. she does anything and shes trys so hard to keep me away from my friends. then i always get in trouble for anything and everything. always in my room then she says why are you always in your room but she tells me to go to my room. so im always in trouble for absolutly nothing im innocent. she grounds me and says to go to my room then i go then she gets mad at me because im always in my room WTF!shes like out to get me. whats wrong with her. i cry myself tosleep everynight waiting for school the next day to get away from my mom. but then at school my teachers hate me to. i get in trouble for nothing but its a catholic school and when you like black and hard rock and skulls they really dont care for you seriously. they hate all my friends that are the same way. so im in trouble for being myself where ever i go. then at school im hated by pretty much everyone but my friends. so theyd do something to me and if i do anything i get in trouble no one else but me and my friends and if we talk back saying they did it to or even if we didnt do anything we say we didnt do it detention. WTF MY LIFE MAKES NO SENSE AND IS USELESS. im unwanted everywhere unless with my friends so we can all be hated together. our school is filled with the goody goody people and like none of the people like us not even any skaters or punks or no fun people like that. my mom wont let me switch schools and even if i could i cant leave my friends. help me with my hated life anyone with anything but no email or aim just on here. everyone hates me but my friends we saved eachothers lifes a few times wed all be dead by now seriously my life was at risk first from suicide it brought us all together by them saveing me first. were the outcast. and i used to be one of the most popular last year but i wasnt as happy with my friends now i have true friends im fine with that. help me on anything and everything. ~randomgrl777~
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Never, and I say never change for anyone. I know plenty of people who have changed because others wanted them to. It isnt worth it. Now listen, your mom is at first not going to want to accept you this way. She just wants you to be a normal teenager, which your not. You are born to be different, and arent afraid to be either. You are your own person, she cant mold you to fit into society; it is your life, but she is just worried I am guessing. Now, for your crying to sleep every night. Once your mom realizes she cant change you, she will soon learn to accept who you really are. Crying yourself to sleep may help get rid of some of your negative emotions, so that is good. I suggest finding a different way to do this though. How about drawing, or writing in a journal when you are mad? It seems to work a lot of times. Now, I am proud of you, because you are one of those people who arent afraid not to hang with the popular crowd so you can get loyal friends, so bravo for that. In life, to get by you need friends. i am glad your friends saved you from killing yourself, because I know of a lot of people who died way to young, but that was by illness. You only have one life to live, and some are not as lucky to have their life anymore. I urge you to get your feelings out, write in a journal, blog, paint, ANYTHING.
just remember, dont change for anyone.
hope i helped
and good luck
edit- write song lyrics, do a sport,BAKE! (thats fun :]), mow lawns haha, the possibilities are endless.
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