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I'm pretty confused about love right now.
Okaay well me and this guy went out for about 6 months and i fell in love with him in like a month, hes so perfect and amazing and the biggest sweetheart ever. and than i drank wth my bestfriends, my sister and two of my other friends and one of the guys kissed me when i was going out with the other guy and i didnt stop him, but when i was sober i felt horible and i went home cause i didnt wanna be near the guy that made me cheat on someone i loved. worst thing i've ever done, but i told my boyfriend about it and he frgave me even though it was after we broke up when i told you, and he wanted me back, and i told him i needed a week to figure it out, i was really confused and i felt like suchn idiot for doing that to someone i loved. and almost 2 weeks later he went out with another girl. and even when me and him werent going out before he stayed at my house all the time and we were really really close. and than he changed. it really hurt, because he is the kind of guy you cn trust, tell anything to, and it really surprised me when he did that after saying he'd wait for me and he wanted me back and telling me he loved me. And he told me they were going out and i bawled my eyes out to him and i told him it was okay and i'll live and i would never hate h for doing this. but i cried like everyday for like 4 weeks straight, and than i calmed down a bit, but now that it's been almost 5 months, i cr every now and again, thinking about how much i misshim and everything we've been through and how much fun we've had together and how close we were, he's a really amazing guy and boyfriend and now we bearly talk, and i hate it, i miss him more than anything, he's one of the best thing that's ever happened to me, but i guess everything happens for a reason right? but i really would like to see what you think, cause i wanna feel better about all this you know? but i still love him.
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Don't blame yourself for everyting that has happened. Things do happen for a reason and all though you thought everything was perfect, it changed. It was wrong that you cheated on him, but you can't take that back & you have to let that go and forgive yourself. I understand how hard it is to not talk to someone or see someone that you love'd. I think that you should start talking to him again. Just as friends. See what happens. You guys used to be so close and just because you're not going out doesn't mean you can't talk or hang out. Maybe then things would start to feel like they used to.
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