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13/f. I was in the popular preppy group but now I am in the gothic. I think I am still bffs with my friend in the popular group. If I ask her anything around that or that she says oh ya why wouldn’t we be I love you or bffs still. We used to be bffs but then it was off and on because we didn’t do the same sports. So I got tired of thinking if tomorrow wed be bffs or not. But now I hate my life for so many reasons. even my friends hate my life. But I am just so happy around them I guess I never knew what bffs really were. My other ?bff? and I were never this close. So I just left them and was totally alone for like 3 days except for my other bff a guy that I am not sure about either. I left the ‘popular’ people because I always felt different. So now the popular group is totally falling apart so I was in both groups. But my gothic friends are always there for me and always are doing something and are totally rough I love them and they and he are the only ones that understand me. The popular people if I go with them their all together but I feel alone and they aren’t always for me. Then my bff that’s a guy is a dumb nerd that I love as my bff and we love each other as bf gf. But I don’t wana mess up our long friendship. Ive never had a bf. And he loves me but also loves my enemy the one person in the popular group ive never gotten along with at all. I no he really loves her and me. And he won’t got out with her because he also loves me and knows I hate her. I try to get them together a lot because there so good for eachother but he just wont I love him I want for him what he wants hes all I really got now I want him happy. And for me being gothic im a lot happier and I wana get my hair streaked or died red, purple, or black. my hair is brown now. I get threatened if I act gothic or buy any black (another reason why I hate my life) I used to be the shy happy little spoiled confused girl. Now the rebellious goth.
A is she still my bff
B is she lieing to me because she acts like a ‘part time’ bff
C did I do the right thing for leaveing the popular people
D which group should I stay in
E what should I do about me and my bff (the guy) I love as bf and bff
F why does my mom hate colored hair so much I did it before
And any questions I forgot and any advice at all I could use
please do not delete this question I seriously need help
~randomgrl777~ I might add more later
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Due not get involved with GOTHICS if you were meant to be preppy then that was the first thing you were then thats what u were meant to be ...take it from me goth is a religion and they will do anything to make you a conformist just like them....there all the same and it screwed me as well as it will you.
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