i always feel terrible about myself i draw pictures that make me look huge and like i feel like im a waste, iv been hospitalized 3 times and i dont know what to do ;[
Bottom line: You can live, healthy, happily and be productive and free of what you are dealing with now. It sounds as though your medication levels are way off or something isn't working. I have a lot of tips for you or anyone else who reads this. Just send me a PM to my box.
Thanx
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I would like to know what you were hospitalized with and how long? I take it this may have been because of a pre-existing mental illness and relapse.
Regardless, if you are having these thoughts and drawing these pictures you need help from your family and to talk to your doctors again.
Something isn't right here and you know that. Tell your doctor as it may be as simple as increasing the dosage on anti-depressants or another drug he/she has you on.
You have to tell the truth here and must realize by doing so it doesn't mean you'll be hospitalized but you will be made well again.
I think your problem is your blood levels for your medication are all off. Have a level check done as you may be experiencing serious problems with in correct dosages of medicine and it may not be taking correct effect as a result. You need to see your doctor and most certainly check your blood.
The fact is honey, if you arent telling your family about these thoughts, why you are having them, thinking them or drawing those pictures you're causing harm to yourself. Why? keeping this stuff to yourself can risk your health further and that can lead you back to a hospital.
Any time you feel something is wrong that releates to your mental health no matter how trivial tell your doctor. It keeps you stable and 100% in the clear. I was hospitalized twice and know that keeping secrets or resenting people including your doctor can land you straight back into the hospital.
Swiss answered Tuesday January 30 2007, 4:26 pm: OMG girl, don't say that! No one whose heart is kind and faithful is a waste! Do something fun and spontanious! Just yell into the heavens, let it all out! Live life as if it were the last day! Go out with friends, put your feet up and relax! Everything good you've done will eventually come back to you--believe me, I know. If you ever have anymore concerns, we're here for you. Take care! [ Swiss's advice column | Ask Swiss A Question ]
Boochie answered Tuesday January 30 2007, 3:32 pm: Don't put yourself down like that! You're a beautiful person. Go out and live life loud, if you don't you'll regret it. Live your life how you want to! Be happy. You're only a child for once! Dont waste it!
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