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I'm close to suicide..
Ever since i was born i was always the one in the family that didn't fit in. and it's coming close to a year since my mum and dad split..for the past year, i've stuck with my mum and helped her with everything...her divorce sorting out her finances..i've even skipped school to go see her solicitor with her. And whilst that was going on, my brother was doing drugs, smoking, and drinking.
And i guess i can't cope anymore...i try so hard to please my mum, get top grades and help her out, but all she can do is favour my brother over me..my brother practically rules the house, anythings he doesn't agree with has to change and everything he wants to do he does.
So..I'm on the verge on suicide because no-one in my family can give me the time of day and i spend all my day trying to please them.
P.s no matter what happens i am cutting my brother out of my life totally..i don't care about him at all, he's a mirror image of my dad and trust me that isn't a good thing.
Any ideas on what i can do to try and make me stop feeling like this. and don't bloody recommend counselling :|
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well i hate councling and i also have suicidal thoughts so i know exacly what your gong through if you dont think your mom will put you n councling try talking to her about getting anti depressents,dont think of it as your crazy,think of it as your helping yourself cuz your not crazy !if she will put you in councling try not tsalking toanyone for a while till they ask you whats on your mind.whatever you do keep yah grades up.
let me know how it all works out
lots of loe,lizzie
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well if you dont want your brother apart of your life then just ignore him. and if your mom isn't appreciating anything that your doing, then let her do things on her own. if you want to get grades, then get good grades and if you don't, i still recemend you do because if you dont live in the best conditions or you cant stand them, getting good grades and having an education could help you in the long run and help you get away from everything. like a scholar ship to college or something. or a really good paying job when your older.
i hope everything works out.
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Your family doesn't matter, don't try to please them or anyone else. If you want good grades, get good grades, if you don't then don't. You should live your life according to your own wants. You'll make mistakes and poor choices, but in the end you'll be able to say that they were your choices, not someone else's; that it's your life.
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When you grow up, your mom and brother wont be there. It will only be you. You need to start doing things for yourself and forget about them. Get top grades so that your life will be better when you move beyond your family. Learn to appease yourself. Believe it or not, you have to come to terms with the fact that you will outgrow your family, and you need to be appeasing yourself not them for that reason. Live for yourself.
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Commiting suicide will only enlarge your problems infiniity fold dor an enetrnity. This may sound weird but its true. The bible says not to test God and commiting suicide is testing God. The last thing you want to do is to tick off a all-powerful being. So I say screw counciling and get to know the Lord. Go to a pastor or minister and get right with the Lord. Any questions just bow your head and start commiting your sins and asking God for help, He has a lot to give. Youll be in my prayers.
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