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Head or heart?
okayy.. so i just recently broke up with my boyfriend who i dated for 10 months. & he was my first love and i broke up with him because i fell out of love with him. & during our relationship it took a long time for us to actually do things. we didnt kiss until we had dates for 3 months, but we never went all the way. well now i have a new boyfriend. & he is great. but i feel like he is hinting that he wants to have sex. & we havent even gone out for a month. && with his last girlfriend he talked about how he wanted to have sex but she didnt. & i dont know it seems like thats all he wants. a couple of days ago i was at his house & we were hanging out watching tv & he kept pulling up my shirt & everything. & this kid is big not fat but big. he is 6ft & 200 lbs. but hes muscular & i am like 5ft & 90 lbs. so he can pick me up easily.& so he picks me up & sets me on top of him.. in a provocative way & he kept like touching me in the \"places\" & doing sexual motion i guess you would say =p well he started to kiss me & well then we were making out & he was half way on top of me. & then all of a sudden he un-did my pants & started to finger me. & in my head i was just thinking what the hell am i doing. but then i thought about how lucky i was to be with this guy & how much i liked him so i didnt stop him. i dont know i felt horrible afterwards like i was some kind of slut && my friend would think i was a slut if i told them this. i dont know i dont think i was ready for it. i dont know what to do. i dont want to lose this guy because i have liked him for so long & its a miracle he actually likes me back because he is one of the most gorgeous guys in my school but i havent been with him long enough to where i can talk to him about it & feel comfortable. i dont know pleasee i need advice on what to do? i dont care if you guys call me stupid or anything i just need some help.
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this might sound harsh but your not that lucky to be with him. he seem like a creep and what he did was a form of sexual assault because he didnt get your consent first and in a way he used his size against. there are other guys out there and yes it does seem like hes after one thing and you are under no obligation to give him it. you dont owe him a thing and from what he did he doesnt respect you. if you cant talk to him then that should be redflag this guys not right for you. and if he treats women like that hes not right for that many others either. hes making you feel negative. so break away from it there are plenty or other guys and its just school. why is it a miracle that he likes you dont place yourself as inferior to him. he doesnt sound all that great to me.
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