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K well, you know how you have the preps, the jocks, the nerds.. etc. Well i guess you could say i fit into the prep catagory, i wear american eagle, blonde hair, 5'7", 140 pounds, straighten me hair, were cute make-up, carry a purse, wear a columbia sweatshirt, would never leave my house without my cell phone, love guys, love making out, like having more than one guy, ones not enough, not enough fun. But yet i always end up falling for one and then going out with them then want to be single so i can have fun with more than one guy... dont get me wrong, i am deffinetly not a slut, im still a virgin and i dont go and give a guy what he wants. So theres me. And idk.... I have all these guys that love me to death and would do anything to be with me. I can name at least 4 guys who would love to be with me.... but the problem is me... none of the guys that like me do i like... and when i find out a guy likes me i always end up leading them on becuase i know they like me and i try to like them also but i cant, so i ditch em'. and the one guy that i love has treated me like shit, but no matter what he does i cant get him out of my mind. and i have a new boyfriend.... ahhh what do i do? and i do like my boyfriend and i am trying to like him more and more, but i can not when my heart is still with my ex. A little saying i made... i have fallen into a whole and only he has the ladder to get me out. and that person would be my ex... but he has moved on and doesnt even consider the fact that he is putting me through so much pain and all i need is him... and i think he still has some sort of feelings for me, he still calls once and a while, hugs me, tells me i am hot, grabbs my butt, we went to snoball together and we slow dances, and fast danced and were all over eachother dancing and he kept on holding my hand and puting his hand on my leg and when we were slow dancing he wwas like holding me really close and tight.... ahh i dont know what to do... millions of thought running through my head. dont know what im doing or where i am going. im a disaster.
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Maybe give some free advice about: Love Life?
When I first started dating my current boyfriend my ex of 3 years was ALWAYS on my mind. I told my current boyfriend that i still had feelings for him, (even though i din't know why he was horrible to me. He cheated on me with my then best friend!) At first I was pretty sure that he would dump me then but he was still pretty nice about it and i saw how nice my current boyfriend was compared to my ex. And even though it took a while to get over my ex i still gave my boyfriend a chance and now we have been together 10 months.
And yes it did take a while to get over my ex, and i still think about him from time to time, i dont let it get to me any more.
So try and give it a chance and see if you get over your ex (i know it hurts). And if it doesnt work out after that atleast you have ther satisfaction of trying. right? What can it hurt?
Hope this helped atleast a little. I know how you feel.
And i wish that someone could have helped me too.
Good Luck and Best wishes!
Alix
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