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help me, please.
well, i have a lot of problems. i'm never happy with the way i look (my body, hair, face.. etc) even though everyone constantly reassures me i'm very pretty and thin. i don't have any real friends, well, i barley have friends outside of school at all now. i push everyone away constantly, i'm confused about religion, and both my parents hate me. today i stayed home from school because i didn't do homework and i didn't want to fail, and because i'm tired of taking my school's bullshit every day, it's awful. people call me a whore and a slut a lot. and i don't mind..
i have a younger sibling that's perfect, and my parents always compaire me to her. everyone calls me anorexic. i get fucked over a lot by boys. well, i'm really mean to them a lot, actully. there's never a day that someone doesen't like me. i get asked out a lot but i always say no. i get attached waaay to easily. i have a crush on my myspace friend, and he doesen't really want to talk with me anymore. i'm easy. i meet people off myspace a lot, and i've hooked up with all except one of them. people always come to me for advice and i always lie to them and act like i've been through their shit when i haven't. my relationships tend to be completly sexual. i'm a bitch. i make people's lives miserable. i cry a lot. i think everything is very unsettling. i go to the mall to sit by myself and watch people, and read. my life is plastic. when i was younger i got raped. i'm really smart but i don't apply myself. my lungs don't work properly.
i don't like being left alone, and i don't want to be forgotten. i have a list of goals that i want to accomplish, that i know i'll never take the time to do. right now i should be doing a fucking report, but i'm not in the mood. i hate girls most of the time. i don't talk much anymore.
i miss you like you'll never know.
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