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Am I a bad influence? How do I back off?
15/m/Missouri
I still really like my exgirlfriend- my nextdoor neighbor whose a very religious girl- but I think she deserves way better than me. Like, once she was at my house helping look after my lil sister. When my sis was in bed I started messing around with her and pulled her down on top of me when I was laying on the couch. To put it bluntly, I was horny and started pressing my cock into her genitals. I also nearly took off her bra, but she stopped me. She deserves someone that will respect her more than that. It makes me look bad that I nearly violated her. But you know what makes me look worse? What happened with one of my other girl friends. We were making out of her bed and she was topless. I was grabbing her boobs and rubbing them and she wasn't gonna stop me. She even had her hand down the back of my pants. Well, I made myself quit because my ex was on the back of my mind the whole time. I like that my ex was bold enough to stop me. She's got morals. But my friend obviously doesn't. I want to be better. I want to raise my grades and behave better and control my temper etc so maybe someday I'll actually be worthy of going out with my ex again. But by then she'll probably have moved on. It sucks to want her so bad and know that I can't have her. I'd like to go out with other girls, one in particular, but I'm not sure if it's a good idea. My ex and I broke up because I went away for the summer... Her brother convinced her I was cheating on her, but I wasn't... She knows that now and we're "just friends". Is that how it should stay?
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well i see what your saying i think you should talk to this girl about how your feeling that you dont want to push her + u respect her + her religon try to prove to her how much she means to you like i take it she nos your doing things with other well you need to stop that i think you should show her its not all about sex + foreplay you need to show her you cear like ask her round to watch a d.v.d but dont come on to her at all leave it up to her but talk with her good luck hope it works out for you
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