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WHat to dO!
i really, don't do this often, like, talk to like random people online , asking for help, but like, i dont know your whole history and stuff, so like, don't be offended if i dont take your advice.
i just really need someone to talk to right now. i can hardly see the keyboard because my eyes are so filled with tears. im freaking out. and im really afraid,but i dont want to tell anyone, cus im also embarassed. but i thought that since i dont know you, it migth be okay. well, like, you see, i crashed my first party last night, little did i know itd be gay as fuck and totally turn out like shit. i was gunna hook up with this like totally cute guy, and we were naked and shit, and he was nibbling on my niples, and we were both totally horny, and he took out these really kinky handcuffs. and , im sorry, im so embarassed, but he, he .... he handcuffed me to the bed, and bit my nipples untilll they bled. i wasreally scared i was gunna bleed to death, untill he shot me up with heroin. i thnk. i dont really remember what i t was. but all i can remeber after that is waking up with a little blood spilling out of where theneedle wasput in my arm, and my crusty blood stuck to my naked breasts, and stranded alone in a gross bed in a strangers house handcuffed. i was able to break the bedposts because i havebeen working out lately, luckily. im jsut so grateful im alive. but the thing is, we were both trshed when we got in the bed, and im afraid the he didin't use protection, and i think i might have aids. i know thats a quick assumption, but i feel that it is very accurate. i dont even know, can boys get aids? like ,i really don't know what to do. i mean,im only a 15 year old boy, and like, i totally feel used. i think they guy who was with me, was like 23 or something. i kindalikedit, or something, if thats qrong, but, isn';t that lieksagiutary rape orsomething? im really. please dont callthe policeor anything.i just want kid to kid advice, i really need you den.
love always,
benXcore
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Note: Im Not Too Experienced With This Kind Of Stuff But If I Was In Your Situation This Would Be The Advice. First, Anyone could get aids. Rape is going against your will, the question is, were you willing to do stuff with him? I wont say anything, but you deff need to talk to somebody about it like with more experience.
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