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ashley parker angel.
2005 was not a good year for me. ironically, on my birthday, jan 9, this new show on mtv came on. there & back. about ashley parker angel & how he was restarting his career.
half of 2005 i had been thinking about suicide, but when i saw that show something in me said i had to live for that guy. he seemed so genuinely sweet, nice, everything. my mom knew how depressed i had been the past year, so when she saw how incredibly happy i became everytime i watched his show, heard his songs, saw pics of him, whatever, she was ecstaic.
so she promised me shed take me to one of his mall tours. (ashley would perform at the mall then have a meet and greet afterwards) the place where he is performing is two hours away, & my mom hates to drive so we were going to get plane tickets. (about a 20 min plane ride, hah) but they didnt have any the week we needed to go, so my mom made the effort and promised shed drive me.
today she tells me its not going to happen. and theres no reason, she just too lazy to drive 2 hours. i am so upset, you have no idea. im sobbing right now, i know thats pathetic, but i just dont care. he is the one thing that kept me hanging on, and still is. meeting him is basically my life goal, and now i will NEVER have the chance. and dont say i will. i dont get lucky like that. so with him having a MEET N GREET and all, wouldve been ideal for me to meet him. its the last time he will have a meet n greet there are no other times, this is it.
i really dont know what i want you guys to say, but i have just gotten my huge wave of depression back. idk what to do, honestly. i feel sick. this hurts so much. im so confused and just messed up. how do i handle this?
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OK, first off, your not pathetic, somthing very big and disappointing just happened, i know so don't even think that
Now i want to try and help here, so listen, send me an e-mail, i'll do all the serching i can and i will help you have another chance, i promise you will meet him. so send me an email at jec1992@aim.com i'll send you any info i can. ok?
Your thoughts are your future so put a smile on and know this, if you want to hard enough, you WILL get to meet him but right now, with your attitude of never going to get a second chance you never will, ok send me a message and i'll do all i can.
and here is his myspace [Link](Mouse over link to see full location)
GoodLuck
Jon a.K.a GateKeeper
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