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Bleh.
I feel so badly right now.
Okay, this guy and I met on the internet. Hes from PA. Talked for a long time, as friends. And then it just happened, like..idk the romantic feelings came for the both of us. I know internet relationships are extremely lame. so please don't tell me again. But I mean, he gave me emotional support, that i needed. and he's taught me so much about life, and all that jazz.
well we got in a big huge argument last week. about me smoking/doing drugs and his drinking. we both agreed to stop completely, so things should be fine. and for me it feels like things aren't the same. we supposably made up or whatever, so everything should be fine. but something inside of me just, makes me feel bad.
well hes going to bootcamp for 4 months on monday. all we have are letters to talk and stuff. and i dont even know what to do. should i stay with him? because i know if i don't, that'll be really mean of me to do right before he goes to bootcamp (which hes extremely stressed about i think.). or should i just let him go and never talk to him again. he said hes coming to california no matter what after he gets out. so there could be a chance that i talk to him again.
bleh.
theres so much to this whole thing,
its hard to write it all out.
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