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I want to rlive me teenage years & be happy.
Let me introduce myself. I'm Veronica, i'm 5'8 & i have blonde brown hair. I'm 19 years old. Firstly, you`re adorable & you`re very inspiring for your age. Since everybody is sharing their stories, I've decided to share mine too. I was 15 when it happened. It was this dance thing at school & I with the so called "popular" group after the dance were going to get drunk & other stuff. I went over to Alexandra's house, because her mom never cared about anything, her mom was a hooker on the corner. Pretty desperate now that I think about it. So, the big night. Here we are, the freshman dance was over. We went over Alexandra's house. Her mom, brought us alcohol, meth, weed, blotter, microdot, white lightning, killer-weed, acid, etc all the "good" stuff which we did pay for. She even brough us condoms. Yes, condoms. As more and more people came the party supposebly got "sexually intenser." I was high, and my crush was there. He & I went into a room, and did the worst, nastiest things we could think of. I had 15 beers, and 13 shots. After our "sex" journey, we all went home. I couldn't find my house, and i fell asleep on the street. Tomorrow morning, I suffered the consequences. I woke up and I was late for my period. 3 weeks later, i took a pregnancy test. It was positive.I told my mom what happened and she took me to a doctor. I worst the worse news of my life. I was HIV AND Herpes positive. Not only that I was pregnant. After carring the child for 9 months, I had a misscariage, and that evening my "crush" had died in a car accident. My life is a living hell. I've been living with HIV and Herpes for over 5 years now. I realized me lesson way to late. My life is ruined, I'm so weak I live with my parents. People everywhere talk about how "good" i was, and now, look at me, i'm nothing but a bum in my parents home. Pretty Pathetic. Whatever you do, you DON'T have to drink and smoke weed at parties, be safe. Dance. Tell stories. Share experiences. Make out...ONLY...play truth or dare. You're still kids, and if the supposebly "popular" group is mature, think again. They`re the most IMMATURE. We act before we think, we think were cool. Most of the "popular" people in my old school, have been killed in a car accident, murdered on the street, have diseases.....it's not a good life, enjoy your years, you only get to live once. xo
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I'm so glad that you shared this story with me. It seems like things like that only happen in movies and that it wouldn't really happen in reality, but I'm wrong about that. I know it's real but I guess I don't want to belive that it could happen to me or my friends. You've made a mistake and you can't take that back, but it's not the end of the world. You're not a bum and you're not a horrible person. While we're young, I know we tend to get out of hand at parties because all we care about is having fun. I never cared about what would happen to me because I don't ever think about the future in that way but I am careful. The only thing that scares me is I know that some of my friends no are going to ruin their lives by their actions now. There is nothing I can do to stop them from doing the things they do but no matter what they're my friends. I'm not following their footsteps and doing what they do because I don't push my limits. Again, I'm really glad you wrote this. I hope that everyone who reads my column, reads this because it's really important and they need to take your advice. I sure will. Thanks so much & I hope everything works out great for you in the future.
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