Question Posted Thursday February 9 2006, 11:21 pm
i need help really bad. I just found out about 5 minutes ago my best friend is anorexic and shes really skinny, marge died on monday, this 19 year old died like two weeks ago and i feel like i have to be perfect because my dad is a perfectionist and like i feel like i cant cry. Its so hard for me to cry because i dont feel like i am allowed to. i really need you to pray for me because it is really hard. and i cant handle it anymore and i dont want my parents to see me cry because they think that i have to be perfect and i cant be. i have good grade and the best friends anyone could ever have and sometimes my dad verbally abuses me but doesnt mean to and tells me sorry afterwards, but it still hurts my feelings
I am sorry to hear about your situation I really am, and I will keep you in prayers and on my mind, if you need anything at all don't be afraid to ask me or tell me I will help you to the best that I can. I know what its like to be "Perfect" and have people on you all the time for the smallest mistake, to be lower that you thought you could go. So hang on and try to block out the bad, something that is hard to do but is slightly effective once you get enough practice. So please keep in there and I am here for you no matter what, even if you just need someone just to talk with.
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