so yea.. now the kid is mad at me and wont talk to me.... well yea.. he did talk to me..... and he's mad.. and he made me feel really bad.. and im such a failure at life.. and yea.. i cut again.. and its just so fucked up because i care about him so much and he was what was in a way holding me together.. he's the reason i tried in school and tried at everything else and now thats gone and theres no point in living anymore.. and idk what to do.. i dont want to go to school cause i dont want to have to see him. and i dont want to try in school anymore. i dont want to talk to anyone anymore... i know you dont care but there is no one else that i can talk to right now cause no one is online.. and idk what to do.. and everythings just so fucked up..
[ Answer this question ] Want to answer more questions in the Relationships category? Maybe give some free advice about: Friendship? melissa answered Monday January 30 2006, 1:41 pm: Noo dont feel so depressed! You did the RIGHT thing! It had to be done! You care bout him..you hadd to do it! Keep telling yourself that and reminding yourself if you didnt do it..who knows..he could have KILLED himself and you would feel so guilty! Now hes making you feel pretty down..so i would go back to the counselor and talk to him/her about the situation. Dont give up on school..keep going ..hold your head up high. Life throws us many curveballs..this is just one of them. Everything always works out in the end! Give it some timee..maybe request to the school counselor to have a session with the him/her , you, and the boy at the same time so you can discuss and hopefully make him see what you did was the right thing and you care about him and stuff. But pllleasseeeee! dont get so down on yoursrlf..and definately please stop cutting! talk to someone..call the suicide hotline
[Link](Mouse over link to see full location) definately check that out!!! please hun..dont get down on yourself..im EXTREMELY proud of you for being strong and doing the right thing by telling..talk to your parents about this situation and they would agree..and any other columnist on here would say the same...that they are proud of you and you did the RIGHT thing
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