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Boy trouble
Okay, this is VERY long but im Very confused so please help me!
Ok last year (6th grade) THERE was this guy and he is cute, smart, funny, but shy (just a little bit though) and he was new to our school. but he went to our school in kindergarden and he was in my class and I liked him (my 1st crush).
So then in the 6th grade I liked Him A LOT. and no one knew because almost every girl in the grade liked him and my bff (the only 1 who knew) said that I shouldnt like him that it was pathetic because i was just like every one else.
But i couldnt stop liking him. not just because he was cute but because i loved his personality everyone just liked him becuase of his looks.
but i really thought that he was ruining my life because ever since i started liking him, i got bad grades. so i pretended to hate him. and he went along with it and we started to fight and I acted like i hated him but i really really liked him. so when the year ended i was upset that we were fighting because i wanted to b friends with him. he was so nice and interesting. (you know that feeling when u just want to get to know someone?)
so this year i still liked him and so did this girl i thought was my friend but she was a brat and so i asked him out 4 her but then she started lying about me saying stuff that i made up about her a and when i asked him and he said no i pressured him into doing it because i thought she would except me now. but it just got worst he REALLY hated me now and they broke up after a few weeks.
after a while we started talking again and became sorta kinda just a bit friends and stuff because we both had this same teacher who was really nasty and we exchanges stories about him.It was fun and sometimes I would catch him staring at me and stuff i REally liked him i swear it was no longer a crush i really LOVED him. I mean I dream about him every night and sometimes i even cry myslef to sleep because Iknow I would never have a chance with him I asked my friends if they thought i could get any guy and they were all like yea ur blond and blue eyes and thin and athletic and crap but i thought thta i had an ugly face i mean i guess i am ok but i dont know i have freckles(no affence 2 any one out there who does 2 i just dont like them) but still no one knew and i was starting to think he didnt even picture me as a friend just as someone he knew.
but then last night we had a dance at our school and he kept staring at me and everyone was grinding and everything and then a slow song came on and he started dancing with a punk girl and i was like thats not his type he is a surfer dude person not a punk or something y ius he doing this? so i ignored him the rest of the night and tried to have a good time but when i came home i cryed for
3 hours.
I am so depressed and I cant just let him go I am going in sane please dont think i am an obsessive freak like some girls I am really in love with this guy. I know it! and every day i see him i want to ask him if he likes me but i think that will totally ruin any chance I have to be with him. I cant ask him out either everyone thinks I hate him and my biggest fear is rejection.
Please help me I will rate 5 to anyone who atleast trys to help
THANKYOU
~going crazy~
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im in the same exact situation. but i asked my love out and he said no..and my friend asked him if he liked me and he said no. but my advice is to just try to forget about him. i know its hard cuz you see him everyday and you think about him all the time. but just hang out with your true friends and just have fun. go to the mall, have some friends sleep over, try to do some afterschool activities. study hard so you dont have so many bad grades. my love rides my bus so i just walk home now :-p anyway, read a book or watch tv or an interesting movie that you like when you start thinking about him. think about something else before you fall asleep so maybe you wont have dreams about him. actually, thinking about things will just keep you up all night so count sheep. :) thats what i do. haha. well hun, i hope i helped. if you need anything, my sn for aim is SummerSunset48 or just leave one in my inbox. =D
♥ Julie
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ok well if u really love him, then ask a friend to ask him if he likes you, or u can get over your fear of rejection and ask him yourself. its worth a try. but try not to let a guy run your life like that..
hope this helps!
x3Lindsay♥
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okay wow thats alot. dont let a guy run your life like that! there are plenty of guys out there. its okay to like him but it seems like you are obsessed. try just concetrating on things more important in your life and if he asks you out hey go for it!
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