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second thoughts on love cont
okay so my X's name is tommy.. and heres his story
me and tommy went out for umm..2 months and in the beginin of our relationship we had alotta fun!! like we would always laugh and talk and he seemd soo perfect for me! like he was on mah emotional level and we both thought we were in loe with eachother. but then twords the middle of our relationship i started hearing stuff about him likin his X's and callin all these girls and i kept hearing he was doin drugs and he was drinkin and partyin with his boys AND other gurls but everytime i asked him about this he would deny it... so being stupid i beleived him and we moved on ad he was always soo sweet to me! he seemd to be such a good boyfriend! like face to face he was perfect! but hearin about him and all the stuff he "supposidly did" make me think that i would never date a guy who acted like that! so finally after all the tears for like weeks i was like "why should waste my time on someone who.. wont waste their time on me" so i dumpedhim and moved on.. i felt so relieed after....
and then there is Brent on the other hand...me and him dated in the beginnig of the school year last year 2004.. and lasted all the way until feb. i had fun with him.. always flirting and stuff but then twords the end... he started talkin like "i love you baby, youmean so much to me! i wanna b with you foreevr!" and sayin stuf flike that and i think it scared me off because .. i wasnt used to that word love before i neer heard it from a boy before and.. it scared me off... ad plus i still barely knew him before we started dating.. so i think that kinda brought us down fromt he beginnin too... so i brokeup with him in feburary... and started goin out with Tommy.. and then afet gettin my heart broken by tommy it made me realize how much i felt loved and how i was soo happy with Brent so i told him and we started to go back out in september of this year 2005.. and well all the things that used to bug me about him wen we used to go out are startin to bug me again..
and now im startin to have these dreams about tommy again... and im scared because i really love brent and i dont wanna hurt him again! ... by takin a risk! that prolly wont even work out! but im always jelous when i see tommy with other gurls at school.. and i dunn how to explain it! but i still am attrcted to him adn we talk alot more now and he seems soo sweet but then i think about alll the crap he put me through.. so .. yea i dunno i gues my question is.. these dreams and jelous thouhts and stuff are they sumthin i should like take seriously??
im really sorry this was sooooo long! i dont mean ta takeup all your time.. but you asked for more info! hahah and i gave you alot! haha so hopefully you can help! thanks
oxoxoxo
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yes, you should most definitly take this seriously,this is very intersting actually,i would get some of your friends to be like little spys or something and help you look into these guys backgrounds, 1 more ?? for you, do you have a b/f now? tell me more about him so i can help a bit further, i give better advice with the more i know :) ^_^
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