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What is the value of experience? (cont'd)
Of course, I have been asking myself over and over what I should do about this situation. It's my lack of experience that keeps me from coming to any concrete conclusion. Do I love him? Yes...I think. Or do I? You tell me: What is love? I care about him. I have fun with him, but when we fight (which is frequently when we are separated) I immediately feel like leaving him. Sometimes I fantasize about being with other people, but then I have always had a tendency to fantasize about being with people whom I don't have any chance with. My real fear (and probably the question I should have asked) is that one day I will find someone who wants to be with me who is someone I wouldn't mind getting to know better, and if I wait until then to decide to leave my current boyfriend, then was I just using him this whole time? How can I hurt him when I care about him? But if staying with him is depriving myself, then isn't that hurting people too?
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love. love is something that you cant answer.
its a feeling.
but the best way i can describe is it is when you see something you automatically think of him. you smile when you hear his name you get goosebumps when your near him. you smile at him knowing that your going to be there for him for as long as you can. thats love, well in my dictionary it is. now tell me. what do YOU think you should do. deep down in your heart. what do you think you should do
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