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I HAVE SEXUAL FEELINGS FOR HER!!!
Well...it goes like this me and her are girls and were both 14 years old. We've experimented together before 3 to 4 times (no below the belt). We loved each time, but she feels that everytime after we get sexual she the next day she feels like a lesbian. She can never look at it as it was a great mind blowing experience and loves to do it. She keeps doing this ego thing sayin' i'm totally straight all the time. I am to, but i like havin' some kinky fun and she can't admit it though. She knows i want i have a strong eager for pleasure and sex, but i also want to stay a virgin until i'm in college or until 17. She's now going out wit this guy and he really doesn't make her happy like holding her and kissing her or saying imtimate sweet stuff to her. A couple of times she's told me that she really wants all that stuff. From my heart i tell her how guys are cravy to not go at her and just gaze at her beautiful figure and gorgeous green eyes. When i say those things i mean to her she says, "i wish u could be my girlfriend, but u kno how i feel about the whole lesbian thing." Just saying for me i want us to be together like that, but she really doesn't want it like i do. I can't get the words out that i want to experiment again. We haven't done it since May 25, 2005 and its now really killing me everytime i stare at her i just want to feel her lips on mine and lips and tongue on my neck making me feel in heaven. What do i do she's my best friend and i love her very much too. Do i tell her my feelings or just try to let go even though she is amazing at pleasuring so GOOD!! Help me!!
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ok, im not sure i totally understand, but im gonna try to understand it as best as i can. you want to be with her, and she wants to be with you but doesnt want to be known as a lesbian? well maybe you should just fool around with her when you can. if you get to intimate with her, the friendship you and her have may be a bit messed up. its hard to go from being friends, to being lovers, and back to being friends after something like that.
i can tell that you really like her, so talk to her more, and tell her you like her if your sure that you want her to be your girlfriend. she seems like more of a person who wants to keep it quiet that shes not perfectly straight. that may be the reason that she wont go out with you, or it may just be that she doesnt really like you like that. some girls enjoy fooling around with other girls, but when it comes to actually being in a real relationship with them, they dont want that. eventually, you'll be able to work something out with her probably. just talk to her more and see how maybe you and her could work this out so that both of you can be happy with the realationship you have right now. good luck.
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