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I just broke up with my boyfriend whom I was with for about 5 years. I found out that he was with anther woman while he was still with me and we broke up i thought I would get over it and try to move on. By the way he still lives with me. Anyway i relaized that I had did alot of things to him that i should have done to him and now that i have realized this I have been begging him to forgive me and telling him to take me back and that things wil change that things will be different. And he says that alll he needs is time to think things through and find out what he really wants, but i get full of rage when I think about him being with someone else and him leaveing me, especially because I love him with al my heart. In thses past day I have cut myself on my arms and on my wrists, because I think about what he is doing if he's with her and it drives me crazy with rage and ange and I cut myself to relieve some of that rage. I feel that in parts i do it to get his attention and other times I feel that I do it to relieve my pain and fraustraion. I need help I don't wnat to hurt myself anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sad and desprate
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You need to move out, or make him move out somehow, whatever way it has to be, get away from him. Living with him is torturing you to death. Whether you realize it or not, its time to get away from him so that you can actually heal from this, you won't be able to move on still living with him. I know that hearing the words, "get away from him" makes you want to scream and cry running the other direction, but you have to. I'm telling you, you're being tortured living like this, you know that it is the solution to this big tangle. Stop begging for him, kick him out, or leave and take care of whats going on with you. Move out, live with a friend if you have to, and start your life from there, or get him out, if you need anymore help, inbox please.
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