Hey Amy, I've been reading your advice & xanga for a while, and noticed you're unhappy where you live. I hope you don't mind me asking such personal questions, but why? Most people would kill to live in good ole' Tejas! Aren't you embarassed to admit that you sit by yourself? I'm not trying to prye, I just would like to know, I'm extremely nosey & curious as you can tell. Why do you hate it so much? Please answer this back, and if you don't want to just im me @ flysincarr09 :) Thankyou.
I'm unhappy where I live because, I've never moved before, I've never had to interact with people I don't know, so I'm completely new to this. You don't actually know what it's like unless you've had to leave people who you're extremely close to. I complain a lot, and a lot of people have been telling me to stop worrying about it, but it's not that easy. I've been best friends with the people I've had to leave, for the longest time, and we've been through so much, it just makes me sad to know that I'm not going to see them for atleast another 9-10 months.
I don't exactly HATE it here, I've met a few nice people that I really enjoy being around, but it's just not the same as having my old friends. It could be worse, I could be a loner & have absolutely no one at this school, but I do have a few friends, which makes me happy.
No, I'm not embarassed to say I have sat by myself. It's no big deal to me, I was brand new I wasn't exactly expecting to make a best friend the first day of school, and most people who are new don't expect much. So, no I am not embarassed to admit I sat alone for the first few days.
I also just dislike the person who I am today, because I'm just a fake & I hate it. I'm usually loud, annoying, obnoxious, stupid, & retarded. Now, I'm just quiet, shy, & gay. I just can't stand it, it makes me mad knowing that I'm one person behind closed doors, and at school I'm completely different. But, I guess it's just something that I'm going to have to deal with for a while.
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