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My ears are stuck in cottage cheese
Ok, I know I haven't been on in a while, I've been busy. I'm doing....I want to say ok, but *shrug* I woke up today in a piss-poor mood and I've been like that for a better part of the day. Good news, I'm going into my Senior year. YAY! I haven't killed myself yet, like most thought and I'm in therapy dealing with my anxiety and whatnot. But I'm still falling back into some of my nasty habits that I use as an escape when I'm depressed :(
Well, like most of the other questions I ask you, this pertains to my wacky love life. Long story short, I got this friend who I mess around with on ocassion, I mean we're good friends and we respect each other, and as good as it may feel...I feel kinda used.... I have a lot of emotional problems with guys, I know that, and he knows that,we both kinda had messed up chilhoods. We have boundries and all, but....We're obviously not dating, so its just hormones and all that jazz. I want to call off the fooling around, seriously, it makes me feel bad afterward...like I'll never be good enough to...just be someone THAT important to him. Man, it sucks being me sometiems, but it could be worse. This guy is one of the few people I'm close to, cuz I don't like getting getting close to people. He's the person I confide in and I know that if I try to call it off it won't work. Oh, Storage what should I do?
Signed,
Confused Teen Who Can't Stop Fooling Around With Friend
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Why would it not work? I suppose the only thing you can do is talk to him about it. Especially since this is bugging you so much. If he values your friendship, he'll understand. If he doesn't, then you're too good for him. If you have feelings for him and you don't think you're good enough, then tell him you have feelings for him. I don't just mess around with any girl, let alone a friend. I'm sure he doesn't either. If he does, again, you're too good for him.
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