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Im glad to hear that I'm still sane and not going nuts... It just hurts soo bad to think about what I did and how it was approached. Im not in denial that I did it, because I know I did and only 2 other people know about it and I rather not have people knowing cause they will jsut pass judgement and I hate that. I did tell him and he feels extremely bad and wants to help me but I feel like I just need to get away from him; I feel like I want to just push him away. But at the same time I miss him and want him in the worse way. Not like I just had him, but like I just want him to hold me and tell me everything will be okay and tell me that he loves me again, but I cant have that because I feel so sick to my stomach. I'm not denying that I wanted it to happen, I just didnt think I would feel like this afterwards... sorta sucks.
What about you?? Do you want the sex to happen or did he really force you into it? Did you tell your boyfriend how you felt. If so, how did he take it?
Thanks again for responding!!
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i wanted to have sex with him i loved and trusted him and we had been going out for almost 2 years. i didnt tell him anything about how i felt and i pushed him away. i ruined a great relationship, i still talk to him now but things are not the same. i eventually got over those feelings but it takes time. why do you feel so bad about it? becasue of how you were raised, religion, or is it just because your virginity is gone?
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