I have a few major rules for myself that I stick by. One of them is to never do anything that might hurt a loved one, and another is to obey your respected leaders.
Recently obeying a leader nearly led to hurting a loved one, and afterwards I was horrified that I let this happen...because I would rather disobey than hurt someone I care about. This has led to all kinds of questions involving my moral standing and what is really important to me and such.
In the meanwhile the guilt is eating me, and though I've completely talked it out with everyone involved in the incident, my instinct to run and hide remains. How am I supposed to get over this?
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