hi, i dont know if you know about obsesive compulsive disorders but if you do then i'd really like your help.
I dont know what to do because mine is interfering with everyday life and makes me very anxious and upset.
i have the one where i wash my hands alot when making food which sounds normal but it is extreme.
the one thats the worst though is i have to say "take care, i love you" to my boyfriend alot and especially when he goes out, which sounds ok but i have to keep saying it until it feels right and make him keep saying it too, if i dont do it then i feel awful and think someone will kill him or he'll die in a car accident and it will be all my fault because i didnt say those words.
Also, if i'm in the kitchen or something i get a voice (my voice) in my head that tells me to do something like put a spoon in a certain place or put something in the bin etc or something tragic will happen to my boyfriend or another of my worst fears will happen, if i try to ignore it then my voice in my head starts screaming at me to do it and i get worried and cant decide what to do cos part of me knows bad things wont happen just because i dont do a certain thing but at the same time i darnt risk it and get myself into such a state and get bad anxiety and panic and get upset.
sorry its so long, i just really worried about my mental heath and scared i'll have to take tablets or be sectioned or something.
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