okay, so im 13. & i've never had a boyfriend. i know its not all that big of a deal since i am on 13, but it kind of sucks. because ALL of my other friends have had boyfriends or have one now. its it kind of sucks because they are always talking about like holding hands & kissing and stuff. but i've never experianced that. & it just kind of makes me sad. like, i like guys, & im not usually afraid to tell them about liking them. but they NEVER feel the same way. they are always like, youre a better friend. and so that makes me feel kinda bad. im not really fat, but i have big bones, & im afraid that thats why they dont like me. because a lot of my friends that are guys are always saying that they wish other girls were like me, but i guess its because we are suck good friends. my best friend is a guy & some of my good friends that are girls get mad at me about that since they think that they are my best friend. but i cant help it, because i dont know, i guess i just trust guys better and he understands me better than girls do. and i've had a crush on the one guy for 1 and a half years now. i just told him in like march. in about may or so, he asked me why i liked him so much and i told him why. then i asked him why he didnt like me and he said that he just didnt want a girlfriend. but then two weeks later he got girlfriend. then they broke up. and now he has another girlfriend who just happens to be a good friend of mine. it kind of sucks. i just dont get him. i told all of my friends that i was over him and they were happy, but i lied. because i still really like him. i just dont want my friends to be mad about it. and i dont know why they are mad. i guess its because they think im obsessive over him, but im not.
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