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Life really sucks right now..
okay. so theres this boy. and i really like him. i've liked him since september. he was constantly mean to me when he found out i liked him. so i decided to pretend to like another cutie ha. once i did though i noticed the boy i like started to come back to me. he would talk to me. and i would ask him to help me out with this other kid that i am pretending to like. i would ask all these questions. of course he would answer them thinking i wanted to know about Brian (the kid im pretending to like) But what he didn't know is that i was asking him to learn more about him. so i can know about him without him knowing. you know? well anways, the more and more we talked the nicer things he would say to me. so then i found out he liked me. BOY WAS I HAPPY!!!!!!!! OH MY GOSH you have no clue. for about two weeks i didnt believe it though. until he told me at my locker to my face and i missed me bus ;) who cares, anything for him. but anyway, hes a really shy guy and it took him soo long to ask me out because he didnt know for sure if i liked him. so he FINALY asked me out on Valentine's Day-feb 14- THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE. he gave me a teddy bear, chocolates, and a heart silver necklace! It was the cutest thing ANYONE has ever given me! Of course i said yes to him. we went out for 1 month, 2 weeks, and 20 hours. yes, i counted im a freak. but he ended it because he didnt feel i liked him as much as he liked him. he had no clue that i was so deeply in love with him but didnt realize it. i didnt know how to show him. because i thought it was too much. i should've showed him though. then i guess he still liked me. idk hes off and on w/ me. but now that he might be leaving to a different high school next year i will be mortified. i dont know how i will live not seeing his face at school everyday. i think i'll die. i have no clue what to do w/out him. hes the love of my life but its so hard to love him because he gives me mixed signals. Please, i need help. i dont know what to do. I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH, I THINK THERE SHOULD BE ANOTHER WORD OTHER THAN LOVE, LOVE ISNT ENOUGH. am i a freak? because i cry every night over this boy. its ok if you can't help me. i cant even help myself anymore im too deeply in love!!!!
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Ok for one thing that's the cutest thing I've ever read! Lol.. and no you're not a freak ; you love him alot.. I understand. Believe me ; I've cried over guys before. Everyone does. But I REALLY REALLY think you should talk to him, because if you love him so much.. yeah, maybe you could have shown him you love him more.. I don't know what all you did for him/and said.. but here's examples.. like hug him alot, tell him you love him, get him gifts...but I don't know. Some people show love alot ; and some don't but they really do...like your situation. But really...you should let him know, ya know? Get it all off your chest about how you feel and everything and hopefully he'll feel the same way and theres a chance he will if it's on and off.. because if he's leaving, you gotta try and take this summer and make it the best that you can with him.. who knows? Maybe if it gets good enough you'll visit him every now and then. My one friends sister dated this guy like a state or 2 I think away and they dated for a long time and now they're one year wedding anniversary is coming up. Not saying you'll get married or anything, but if you guys love eachother enough.. you can make it work out. But seriously, I'd really really talk to this boy if I were you. Because if you don't say anything now, and he leaves.. you'll wish you did I'm sure. I hope I helped!!
Love,
MELii <3
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