ok im 15/f and usually i can fake being happy and it all ends up ok but now im having mood swings like crayz and very f-ed up thots bout suicide and i feel like im battling myself and evryone else just to stay alive and i started kutting a while ago but i stopped kuz my boyfrind at the time made me promice so i did eveything i could and i did then we broke up and i have been going steadily downhill and started cutting again and not just kuz of him but alot of things first it was on my lower abdoment then lil ones on my wrist im scared of what may be coming next and if i can stop it again and keep hiding my red eyes from tears and the blood stains its getting to hard, and im scared to ask suum1 bout help kuz i think theyll kall me crazy and just another fukd up thing on my mind so dohave any advice or anything for me? anything ?
XxBloodyheart14xX answered Monday May 16 2005, 11:40 pm: Ok first of all, you need to start being around things and people that make you happy. Cause thats a great start. And another thing, talk to your mom or dad or whoever about taking you to a psychologist, just so you can let everything out.And if you dont have the money for that, your friends should be willing to help you. And dont let a little boy get to you, you dont need a b/f to make you happy, that makes things worst. Deal with your problems and issues first because no boy ur age is going to want to go out with someone who is psycho, because they dont need that in their life right now...You need to be around stuff that make you feel good about yourself. You dont want to look back and remember hey when I was 15 I had problems and I wasnt happy. And just to let you know you can get in serious trouble for hurting yourself, thats called self-mutalation (spelling). Im sure after your done dealing with your problems, you'll have a b/f in no time, and ur life will be much better! :-) I hope I helped you out some... [ XxBloodyheart14xX's advice column | Ask XxBloodyheart14xX A Question ]
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