Yupp its mee!,
i get what u are saying but these ppl even at parties only say hi and stuff. i love my new friedns but when i think of wat happend over these years it upsets me and sometimes i think it is my fault and that im too ugly or fat and feel like i dont deserve to live and i never did but think about cutting myself and suicide but im too chiken to do that!!! it is sad and stuff but i just cry sometimes!
idk anymore my life sux
well you know whats funny? (not really but its a coincidence). i never really understoof why people would want to kill themselves or cut themselves. but its weird how i was telling people last week about why. and i said because of friend issues and other problems that they want solved. but dont ever do it - its a permanent solution to a temporary problem (lol i learned it from my health teacher) but seriously dont. if you love your new friends - keep it that way, maybe its better off. its not because your fat and ugly that they dont like you, they've just moved on and found different interests in other people. i know its hard to think on the past thinking it was a better life - but you gotta look into the future seeing yourself even MORE happier with your new friends. i always cry about my friends; im emotional like that. i wish my life was the same when i had my elementary school friends back, but in middle school i met soooo many new people that i've grown to love. im not being mean but you cant just cling onto the same people.. you gotta expand your options. sure, i've lost a few best friends too, but i have gained so many and no one deserves to be treated badly just when they're trying to be nice. like i said..dont think so much into the past and try to think about the future. its kinda like when a pet dies, you want it back but sometimes you just cant and you may cry but it just helps if you remember the good times that you had had instead of increasing the hurt. comment back with more questions..i really wna help you! x3
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