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growing apart..............
Okay, well me and my best friend have been soo close through elementary school and are families are so close and we even own a beach house togehter. Well, see throughout this month we have started to grow apart. She is trying to be like her older sister (preppiesh) and like that but before she started wanting to be like her older sister she didn't like really to much the way preps were and them and stuff. Well, now she has become a prep and is being someone she isn't. She used to really not like this one prep and now she is like trying to be a really good friend of her. When she is around that prep she isn't really her self and I hate it! I want my old friend back the one that doessn't care what people think of her, always tried to make a difference in something, never followed the group, was always independednt, she is what made her her, she would always have the funnest jokes to tell, the greatest stories, and showed me the right way to go and make me a better person. I am hopeing it is just a phase but if it isn't I won't know what to do. I wish I could tell her this but it never seemed to come out and she seems happy the way she is right now and I wouldn't want me to take it away from just because of me. I don't know really if she'd care if I told her. I used do everything and anything to be her best friend because sometimes she would want to end the friendship but now it's different I want the friendship to remain and nothing happens to it but I don't know if that is what she wants. I have a boyfriend and since this one night I haven't told her really much about him. I don't know why I want to but then there is something stopping me. I want to tell her everything and anything and I trust her soOOo MUCH! I need help. She thinks I don't trust her anymore but I don't know if that is true or not?? Because I do trust her she is the only one I do trust to tell everything but sometimes I wonder if she really cares what I am saying or not I don't know some times she cares but others it really seems she doesn't to much. Please help I am so confused and I don't know what to do!
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